Baby Ill be your Huckleberry

...Baby you don't hafta double-dare me. When the world gets wild and scary count on me to be right there..you're so extraordinary sweet like maraschino cherries..We'll grow up and we'll get married. Babyy I'll be your huckleberry. MMMmm. (funny thing is.."you dont hafta double dare me"..for me you DO hafta double dare me. Thats the trick. Im not easily persuaded into doin things and im hardheaded and a fulltime stubbornass BUTTT when it comes to my momma & family & JENNYBOO..if they dare me..IM IN IT BABBY. Its game time, if they dare me i gotttaaaa do it.. luckily they dont take advantage of the situation. They only use their dare power for good, they dare me when they know its something good somethin thatll make me happy or laugh. Likeee when jennyboo DOUBLE TRIPLE MILLION dared me to kisss the boy ive hadda crush on for years. she dared..and i did. Im forever in debt to her for daring me to do it. Or when emmamae dared me to skiinnnydip at lakepowell, she dared and i did.Now ive gotta a killer story outta it.)

gosh, toby keith makes me heart hop and skip a teeny bit. His patriotism makes me wannaaa dance. Aside from his patriotic songs, i diiiiggg ^ huckleberry. "untilll i get my weddin ring boy we cant go that farrr" its full of cute. But my topmost favorite from him is "How dooo ya like me now" its the one where he gets major dissed by a girl in highschool so he writes her number on the fifty yard line on the football field. When ts invited me to BYU football games I joked that he'd hafta try and stop me from writing his "number on the 50 yd line and call for a good time" he finally accepted it as good humor. When i was tellin my daddio that story he just started chuckling.. and goes ..."now thats funny" (hes a toby fan, he loves to sing em to us) so i go "dadddd are you.......dadd youre chuckling, youre a chucklehead !" he snaps back, " uh barbie, the only chucklehead thing about me..is i gotta chucklehead daughter" thats how it went. Chucklehead was born into our family vocab. He says he came up with it, but ^ thats exactly how i recall the conversation so I argue it was me. Either ways its awesome. Us paulings...we are awesome. anyyyhow. Today makes me crave sun, its like a tease outside. My usual mornin' phonecall with jennybooboo followed with a text pic of the pool and sunshine explosion, shes bratty. But i love her cause when we get off the phone we promise to tell eachother every funny thing that happens. I just want her to come over we can go for a run and she can help me pick out cute outfits, devour blue slurpees daily with me, and then we can eat oreos. Miss her. I want my momma to CALL ME. I need her voice, not just her daily texts. I want her to hear me whine and I wanna hear her laugh. I want her to explain how to make cauliflower mashed potatoes and hear her opinion on salt and pepper rolls. Basically I wanna just chat with her.Echh I sound so needy ha. Annnnd my daddio. Cannot wait for summer with them. Ts, last night proved once again that he's unfailingly kind. He sat through me squirming and WHINING and all my brattiness to help with my homework. He went above and beyond and pushed me to realize that "you just gotta plow". I can't call him unsweet for a whole week thats his reward. :) THANKYA TURD. making the right choices works..