dreamin'

SICK; stillll.
results in plenty of thinkin time likkke:
1. man i should drink more water, do i even come close to 8 cups a day?

2. i more than wish i loooong for fireflys, instead of a nightlight i'd like a star in a mason jar by my bed..yuup thats what my life is missin' (okay actually my life is missin' nothin at all)

3.hope anna is misssin me as bad as i miss her hope her days are full of dr pepper watermelon and laughin.
4. how do i steal jenny away from germany aaaannd how do i quickly clone her so she can hangout with her family annnd play in italy with mine.
5. can jenny teach ts how to say cute things in italian? can i get them to comply with my plan?
6. should i go soaak up some sun on the terrace?
7. is it too late at night to send ts a heytell real quick? and is my voice too scratchy for it to be cute?
8. tay better be havinn such funfilllled times in the 505.
9. what on earth made my mothhhha buy cherry diet coke? who would pick that over dr.pepper?
10. can olive oil be considered a best friend?
11. i need to quit lettin droidy die.
12. time to study for my italian drivers license test?
13. restin all day feels like a waste but these cough attacks truly knock the air straught outta me and make me fall to my knees.
14. <3

I wrote this forever-in-a-half ago( it would not post), and I decided that I am not even actually dwellin on all this stuff cause its summer and summer means no worries. ( which is why i fully intend to ask summer to stay..yup..askin summer to stay)

Achy Achy Achy

rib. Yeah, rib. Just one. I think I pulled a muscle coughing. How weaky girly of a injury is that? Ew. But ouch. Despite my hurty rib I climbed a wall and went for an afternoon bike ride with my daddio. Fun but Im paying for it now.. since I cant sleep. Im sicky and its rotten but I took my day of rest to recover and Im ready to tackle Italy ssmooree.

OH yeah on my lovely run the other day I met so many animals.. ducks fish turtles. I ran around a lake ...like four times it all ended up being four miles. Felt incrediable. I also picked some blackberries (okay i dunno foreal if they were blackberries but they looked it) i brought them to my dad so he could identify if they were edible but he had no clue.

Weathers so nice..people are so friendly. Been emailin my little heart out to ts and misssin anna and backup bad. Jenny finished finals so she is headed my wayyy! Better travel safe mermaid.

Found three of the most bootiful rocks today. Dont laugh, they were polished rocks so they were smooth and boootiful. (bootiful is what i used to say when i was little I get teased by my Gma Ruby for it each and everytime i see her sheeee loooves :) and my parents like to poke fun at how i used to only wanna wear BOOTIFUL dresses. I love this little quirk bout me)I had to climb onto the roof to retrieve the rocks and my momma told me not to.. i walked in the house and said.. " hey mommmm im bout to explore maybe do somethin alittle dangerous so if i start screamin its probably serious so come out here" she goes BETTE..noo! dont go off that ledge.. dont get onto the rooff.. but i said "mmmmmommm I gotta theres a bootiful rock i gotta get it"! so i got em brought em in safely and the fam was impressed. I gave em to boy.

oxxxxxxoooxo.

"Have you ever..

thrown a fistful of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care" It's only halfassed, the point of no return, the tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn, the thunder before the lightning, the breath before the phrase..have you ever felt this way?"

PreeeeeeettyPretty

Emm's shoesiess..that i helped make.


Daddios birthday.

I'm gonna teach the world how to talk sweet.


I loOove when Bug says this to me^.



Reminds me of Jenny and I. Danccin all over the beach.


I believe in Peter Pan.

bellla italia

There are hardly words to describe this place. Im falllin hard. I'm the luckiest, I'm surrounded by the most wonderful people. Italy has literallly just beat out my dreams.. I'm so impressed. Acourse I hadda sit next to a weirdo on my flight who rambled on and on bout his UFC fightin sister and then he invited me to stay the night with him in NY. I may have taken the ugliest ID card photo on the history of planet earth. I may have had to lug my luggage ALL over the venice airport looking for the shuttle to the base ....but its just alll so worth it. Im finally gettin rid of my yuck jetlag and Im about to go for my first run out here.

This place is a fairytale. Taylor and I heytell'd this mornin' it made me a teeny homesick but it mostly just made me laugh. I'm missin anna so bad so bad so bad. She would love vencenzia.

I'm gettin ready to read abuncha books and venture out to the market and lounge at the beach. Gonna read... Still Life of a Woodpecker...P is for Pizza... and the hunger games books. I also signed up for some serious volunteer work. Im gonna stay busy.

Im usin my daddios fanccy runners watch today.. its gonna log everything.

Boy gave MS a cute mornin message on heytell..

My daddio called jennifer when she was on her way to her swimfinal.. we all really hope we get to see her this summer.

Im gonnaaa continue to be in lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvve with this place
I start guitar lessons on Wed:) LOOK BABBBY I'M A ROCKSTARRR

There's no mistakinnn'

This song has a special meaning for me. Years ago TS said he thought bout me when he heard it. It used to be my ringtone for that crazy turkey. Enjoy.

Miiiighty smiley.

was peaceful. Emm, Anna and I had a sister date. We went to dinner and then a movie( Prom) and had a target run too. So fun.

also taylor's my boyfriend.

It's tayyy dennis's birthday. I've been fortunate enough to spend several birthdays with her even though I moved away from albuquerque when I was fourteen. I appreciate every single thing about that girl. I hope Louisiana showed her a goodtime. She craacked me up when she texted me about her surprise sonic drink this mornin..is that a topnotch surprise or what. I love. Well she better be ready for a billion hundred more birthdays with me as her best friend.

Jennifer called me this mornin about my super news. Love that lady. Looove that lady. We catch eachother up in like 40 seconds talkin a million miles a minute. We pretend like she isnt gonna call me 7 other times within the day :) ( i call her excessively too)

My Mcgregor.. we had some excccccellent textin today. We are gettin better at that. Resuming best friend privilages tooday(shoulda been forever ago)

Good day. Good humor. Good friends. & then ts. :)
-bettebette

Wonderstruck

I love my beautiful life.
It's the funnest.

Love:"I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to eachother, I like the kissin and the cryinn and I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can't tell fast enough , the ears that aren't big enough , the eyes that can't take in all the change, I like the hugging.. the bringing together , the end of missin someone.."-extremely loud and incrediably close jonathon foer