LoverBaby

So loverbaby is what Jennifer and I came up with in 10th grade. I'm a february kid, and shes a october kid.  So i called her a spookybaby and she called me a loverbaby. 

its my birthday. its already been wildinsane and great. best yet, i heard from the boy. tune in to the video and youll see that hes been makin my birthday special ever since the 15th one.. hey twenty.


My birthday is in February. and me emm and j have decided that we super celebrate my birthday. Like theirs we treat like regular birthdays but mine we megaasupreme celebrate. I dunno how I got to be the lucky one, but it just fits. like when j explained to babe that mine is the one we love, he wanted to know why. "So you guys just only really celebrate bettes birthday? why just bettes? why not yours?"

WELL. we dont have an answer. it just works that way.

ha last yr I got kidnapped to california. I had no idea. emm and jenn assured me that after my 19th birthday everythin' was gonna change for me. everythin' would be better than ever and ever. it was great I have these incredible videos and so many great memories and it just came at the right time. That day i wasnt allowed to have my phone cause emm didnt want the surprise spoiled. I managed to hear from the people that i really wanted to hear from before my phone became a hostage. the trip was a success, like so perfect. Then everythin got better. I got a letter at 5 am, and instead of goin to sleep since i was in a car for 40 billion hrs i read it over and over. nothin' is better than a birthday letter. :);)

when you're sickyy

first. you go put on your yankees hat & your favorite hoodie or one of them cause if you're Bette Pauling you have ninety favorite hoodies. {in this case put on your durant hoodie from 9th grade} second. drink so much tea, like just keep it cominn, you may trick your throat into thinkin its not dyinnnnn. third. go for the emergency, it may be ew to swallow since your throat kills and aches but oh well. fourth. do not wear makeup {if you're me you're probably already not} but your eyes probably will water lots and aton so just don't do makeup. fifth. do nothin {not me... I'm ironinnn.. and folding and that type} but really just find a super season to watch probably fnl gg oth or vampire diaries one of those are so good when you're sick. - smile a lot cause all your friends are gonna text you. they really are, they are gonnnnnnna wanna try and cheer you up. my eyes watered cause of how sweet. uhhhhh yaaa just hope you get better before your VERY BIG SPECIIIIAL BIRTHDAY. :/ muuuuuuuuuuuah. {yuup i just spreaded my siccky germs} b

absolutely unpredictable, yes she is.

one of my most top full favorite.

tell me what i hafta do tonight cause id do anything to make it right

lets be us again

sorry for the way that i lost my head

i dunno why i said the things i said

lets be us again

here i stand with everything to lose

all i know is i don't evvvver wanna see the end

baby please

im reaching out for you

won't yaaaaa open up your heart and lemmme come back in ?

look at me I'm way past pride, isn't there some way that we can try

...to be us again

even if it takes awhile ill wait right here until i see that smile

that says we're us again

babybabby what would i do, can't imagine life without you.

the good old stuff country. me and j just are listening to country and beinnnnn domestic (tryyyin) writinnn' letters and sinnnginnn our lungs out. love this whole life. Now another favvv... "she introduced herself as amy, said calllllll me caroline for short ;) i just moved in three doors down so i wouldn't be the girl next door and i knew the shoes she wasssssnt wearin' fit her juuust righhhhhht she said hey man did yaaa..."

"absoluteeeely unpredictable yesss she is she's so different and thats what wonderfullllllllll to me, oh yeah she's unusually unusual and thats beautiful to me"

Photo Heavy

My blog for alittle teeeny bit is gonna be photos. I want 'em on here. If you hate. Dont go look, for now its gonna be old photos.

"Why do yalll always pick me out the ugliest stuff"

Sarasota