Didn't know what We were doin' but we Didnt care..

HOWDY

I guess ..

I guess I'm not like you
Not something you're used to
Maybe something brand new
You've never seen

Thats just the song stuck in my head today.
I'm up just doing small touches to the apt, like finally putting up my shower curtain and finding places for my hoodies.

It's my Grandma Ruby's birthday. She's a twin, she shares her birthday. Going to her party tonight. Still deciding what to wear to my Gma's 73rd.
I've missed two calls from my daddio, that gives me a stomache ache.
I talked to him for a quick little minute to coordinate his and my Gma's call but I missed my talk turn.
My brantley gilbert pandora station (that i covveeeett) is acting weird, like a chipmunk voice is replacing all the voices. So kooky. I hope I can still be productive without bg serenading me.
I need to do a holiday post. That will fill in most of what Ive been up to.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
b

yaaaay

Got to see some good friends last night, and then meet some extra sweet

:)

The sun has not been shining.
The sun is literally takin' a break.
It is so SO cold.

Frost all over your windows type.
Right now I'm at AnnaCasey's I need to get all of my stuff over to me and Emm's.
This move is taking 80 billion hundred years.
BUT back to it bein cold.
Because it's so cold. I move at turtle speed. Motivation is LOW.
The colds makin me craaazyyy.
Talked to my momma on the phone today, just plopped down in the mall foodcourt and called her.
MISS THE FAMILY like you wouldn't believe.
I'm used to separate holidays and missed (big) days but this stinks.
She does so good at keepin me included with photos and emails though.

I'm really happy, some good friends are in town. Thats a huge plus to being out here, I get to see some many people. It doesnt even matter how many times Ive moved.

Next, my next project is called "get rid of all my dumbshit that I own" ...
My mom might kill me but I seriously am very very very very plain in wardrobe like really I own over fifty white vnecks white wifebeaters and my mom tries to get me to dress cuter and alll ..and it works for like one day... but its just not me. 
So i will be getting rid of the stuff that I dont wear (my momma really is gonna kill me) everytime she comes she hides my white vnecks or tosses them.
But nobody can tell me nothin'.
bahahaaaaa "betteeeeee that sonng you gotta listen, I think bout you.. How bout them cowgirls, ya know the cant telllll em nothing part thats youuuu"

"How 'bout them cowgirls
Boys ain't they something
Sure are some proud girls
And you can't tell them nothing
And I tell you right now girls
May just be seven wonders of this big, whole round world
But how 'bout them cowgirls

Boy, she don't need you and she don't need me
She can do just fine on her own two feet
But she wants a man who wants her to be herself
And she'll never change, don't know how to hide
Her stubborn will or her fighting side
But you treat her right and she'll love you like no one else

Yeah, how 'bout them cowgirls
Boys ain't they something
Sure are some proud girls
But you can't beat their loving"


This is stuck in my head now.
Alllllllllllright (i guuuuuuuuuesss) I'll go switch my laundry, and pack up some more stuff.
jenny is in germany  ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nothin better.
She's gonna have fun.
taaayd, finish those three finals babe. I wannaaaa skypee!
b

jjjjjjuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust waaaaaaaaait.....
til i debut our christmas tree mightyyyyy adorable.

good read

Read the best book, stayed up 100 hours to finish
The Help was incredible Jaimie warned me that I should read after finals cause she knows I'd pick it up and not put it down til the end. I hesitated with this book. I'd had it on the backburner for over a year cause I was terrified of getting overemotional. I finally figured 'to helllll with that' You can't get overemotional. Can't get enough of MaeMobley. Worship how she gets told she's good, kind, important... I cried bout every other page. I wanted to highlight evvvverythinnn. Now Jaimie and I are savinnn the movie to watch together. Can't wait at all.

texas forever

lyla garrity: you miss me
tim riggins: you have no ideaa

way to go #33.....

12/13/11

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It is tswifts birthday.
it snowed today.
finals are almost done.
sad that my english class is ending.
in love with peppermint hot chocolate.
free time to get my new teeny home all set up.
ready to see good friends and family.
hey december.

Move

‎" of all the years we stood there on the sidelines....wishing for 
right now ♥ ♥ ♥ "

‎"I love you like I love sparkles and having the last word"





Now, here's one of my alltime top pretty good favorite songs.
Killlllllllllllllllllllllls me.





It's good to listen during cozzzzytime weather.
like when its worse than freezing out...... (like now)
bustinnnnnnn' a move tomorrow.
Couch comin at 12 and the resssssssssst.. we'll figure it all out.
Get it done when it gets done... that type.






(ddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh a ts& me photo cauuuuse I fibbed when I said no more..sometimes i fibb ) 


-scrrrrrrrrrrrrrunchhhhhhhhhh

My rules.

Okay,
I dunno if you can tell or not? buuuuuut I hadda innsaaane sappylovesick week.
Seriously did ya'll get enough taylor photos or what?
(dont worry if yall miss me being all nostalgic I have tons more)

haha.
Something that happened this week.
PERSPECTIVE.

actually this is the biggest week.
I sign my new lease tomorrow. I feel like extremely independent and awesome about it.
I moved out pretty early in life, and I move alot so this shouldn't be too wild but I have lived with Anna for the past three years out here and it's been a huge experience I'll be really sad to not be living with her anymore. But the circumstances are so incredible. Moving out with Feeny so Anna and Casey can be all blissful and stuff.

Bahaaaaaa just gotta move all my crud to my new place!

Jennifer is currently texting me novels all about one tree hill.
Like threee enormous texts in a row with no text back.
I finally caved and texted her back after she called me Peyton ...EW.
"IM BROOKE DAVIS"
shes lost her mind.
She's now fake throwing a hissy fit to my message inbox... hahaaaaaaaaa

( that's me and kaylie shes bustin' her balls on finals at brown this week yaaaaaaaaay )
{that is the week I wouldn't wear anything but wifebeaters and my new hat and that is the sweater kaylie wore for my favvvorite school picture of her ever}
[she put that school photo on my fridge herself so I think it had to be my favorite]
- also sometimes you lifeguard all summerlong so you're a lobster and your hair is chlorine-y blonde.
But just look at kaylie, she looks way cute.
I'm really missing my far away best friends.
Louuuuuuuuuuuusy. Lousy Lousy.

My professor made snickerdoodles in class today and I was in heaven. I wanted a huge cup of hot chocolate during class so bad. This weekend I'm just gonna drink chocolate.

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Oh also it was  a neat week I got to see old Alburquerque people ( dinner with Terrance and Brent) and talk to my cousin oh and I saw some Florida buds.

Ready to spend my weekend.

hellllllllllooooooo princess

"Are you sayin you don't trust me?! ...I know what Im 


doinnn' " 


- exactly evvery time Taylor and I get in the car together.
Taylllllllllllorrrr, I know allll the rules. 




actually how it is whenever i get into the car with ANYONE.


Couldn't ask for a better teammate, boy.






"When she misreads the directions, and we're lost....but holdin' 
hands" 

He said "Forever Girl.."

"She said, you make me better, boy, I just mailed you a letter, boy, and oh so you know I'm still in your sweater boy"




"Babyy you know I gotta run, I gotta go. You know I won't be long, girl, I won't be long."

Don't you worry your pretty little mind..

There's not a better way to start your mornin'.....
Best friend infinity posting some Tswift on your wall...sayin'
"You & Ts:) "

^ total make happy moment.
No doubt I woulda texted him sayinnn "Shhhhhmmmmmmmmoopy go look at the new tswift quick hurry fast...we are cuter than that big guy ;)"
Like i did when the video for mine came out.
military element of the video hit pretty hard speciiiiiiiiiiiiiallly since its all GO army week...
seriously though GO ARMY BEAT navy..
{that ones for you Kayyyy :] }
Plus say what you want her bangs rock it in the video.
I cant beliveeeeeee the super botch of sparks fly gettin' a concert video.

Yeah Im blogging about tswift right now... yyyyyyyyyyyyyes... I'm Bette Pauling I can do whatever I want.
Finals are 60% finished.. yaaayyy.
Im gonna go listen to my favorite phone message and write my boy.
annnnnnnnnnd go get some snackies with emmamae.
Kaylie plow through those suck finals. You'll fly.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh jennyboo " i feel like i can communicate everythin i wanna say with juuuuuuuust one look:)"
don't worry I love our friendshippp as much as the ressssssta 'em
"Bette Bette I bet...."

everythinn just gets bettttttter and better everyday.

And I love the Riddles that you speak..

...........causeeeeeeeeee my heart is yours.

(im singing on my blog all week) 
Miiiiighty smiley. 

Just like a perfect waveeeeee..

Summer's little angel...

"That's where she found her freedom, that's where it all began.. she's got a hula girl dancin' on her dashboard..on her ankle there's a string of puka shells she leaves a trail of broken hearts along the sea shore...she's summers little angel"

ready for the best part now...? "she puts messages in bottles..sends 'em out to sea...loooookin' for her truee love that's how she got to me"



Oh tonight....

That's good for today.

Best Bette Yet

There are so many things I needa do right now.

The essays and math reviews can wait.

(jk, they cant wait... i wiiiiiiiiiiiish.. I'm just goin half and half..like twenty min on math twenty on youtube etc.)

I sing "Hey preeeeeeetty girl" to myself when I'm doing hw, Kip does it better.

MY PHONE IS ON REDDDDD.. ecccccch. 

kkkkkkk^^^ all this? bull.

I skyped with friends and drank lemonade and watched harry potter.

no half and half hw.

just fun.

Tomorrow is monday and MAAAAAAAANN do I have errands.

Tomorrow is gonna be great... " It's cool babbbbyyyy cool ;) " 

'Time moves faster than you thinkkk'..thinkin abouuut my sparklequuuuuuuuueen (ts) 

I hope people can read this, I type and write exactly how I talk.

So that's good actually cause for all of yaalll this feels like a conversation.

Sometimes I even just burst into lyrics on here.

Cause thats what my brain does...it sings ALL the time. 

heyyy kaylie..i LOVEyou and your texts.

here's KIP

Him singing "mary was the marrying kind" is supremeeee. 

"I figured i could find her wild side so I took her on acouple of dates She was sweet and smart a QUEENsized heart nothin' like the other girls She just laughed at my best lineeeeeeeeeeeee..."

Real good life...best day. Besssssssstfriends.best sisters+casey. best prettiest christmas REAL tree in my living room. now watch me do my best on my math test tomorrow. 

You make it easy to do

She knows I don't give a damn about the rumors spread or what's been said

JUST to see you smile.

(laughin' HARD)

Well last night, I wasn't a lamebrain. I went out with my cousin Jesse and also Nate. Quick trip to redrobin for catchup and burgers ( I had already eaten at JCW's with emmamae earlier) so i dove into some serious dessert.
Best night, my family was designed to be the best thing ever for me I think. The topics of conversation flew all over the place and our waiter Travis had the thickest texas accent. Reaaallly fun.
oh, did I mention that Jesse's band is phenomenal. They released their first music video and it just makes me love love love life and love the word lovelier. I dunno how he comes up with half the stuff he does..impressive. He's really a rockstar, evvvvvvvvvven on Itunes.

Oh here is my families Thanksgiving 2011 photo.
(I was pretty sicky this year, so suckkkkkkkkkkkk) 

Alllllllllright, I'm gonna go be productive and continue Breaking Bad ( Im starting season one) annnnnd

continue to listening good music. 

b 

Happy December 2nd!

Today SHOULD be the day I post wedding photos.
Instead, no I'm not.

Its friday and I should be devoting my hours to UVU but I'm not feelin.
Tonight, I've got plans.
Lots of shoulds in this post.. shoooooot.
I hadda lot of interesting thoughts last night that resulted in some interesting texts. 
“Serving a mission doesn't alter the person you are supposed to marry, it ensures it.”
 From either end, and no matter who you end up with, time will tell who is best for you.


I'm furious about nothin and nothhhhin. 
Jenny is crackin me up over text. 


HAPPY DECEMBER 2ND {i keep spelling all months with an extra e, novemeber... I fix before I post so I dont look like an airhead but man that is real weird}


couple of things I've been dwelling on...
Not all love is the same. You can love more than one person and love them all differently. You'd be surprised what the heart is capable of.

Don't get too caught up in proving everybody wrong. Stubbornness interrupts potential.

Here's my favorite...You have nothing to lose by giving people the benefit of the doubt.

Plans change

Just cravinn a slurpee(like usual) bahahah the parenthesis thing makes me think about summertime and emailin TS while I was in Italia.. I started workin in the (..... ) so that I could get away with sayin bratty things.. and then it backfired cause he started doin it BACK.. haha then we finally hadaaa address the good humor of our parenthesis. 

I'm wishing he were here. We could do our typical activities.. "hey mid turn on bones lets watch like we're together...:)" "hey okaay ts, but don't be jealous when I solve the whole crisis before you" and during commercials texting likkkkke mad guessin whats about to happen! or we could do a movie exchange, where he has me watch something he wants me to watch and then if i watch he has to watch something that i want to watch..or we could bake.  

Im gonna go cleanup my tornado mess of a bedroom and continue brain storminnn with J.WRIDE about what to do tonight... is it lame if i beg my cousin to just go get a slurpee with me so we can catchup? That's not a lame fridaynight activity at allllll right? 

alright firing up my brantley gilbert playlist and gonna go wwwwwwwwwork it. 

ciao

I know what I know.

My life is looking pretty different. We have welcomed Casey Allred into our lives! Anna is now Anna Allred and it has been the most beautiful experience. Their wedding was a heartwarming example of how many beautiful loving people there are in our world. I love who they are. Wedding photos will be posted ( I still get so teary)

I'm plowing and taking big steps. And I continue to email my little heart out to my special boy. Hearing what he does out there is the nicest blesssing. Swinnng for the fences boy..
Seventh inning stretch is so sweet.

I'm happy to make the moon orange for him anyday.

I know that people have big mouths.
Here's the secret, I know what I know and you can't change that or take it away from me. I'm Bette Pauling.

We are magic.

You wear White and I'll wear out the words I love you..

and you're beautiful.

Yeah, That feeling.

Mighty smiley.
Makin the right choices works.

Easy like Sunday mornin'

I've hit stress overload like four times, Ive been a sassy creepbrain cause I'm so scrambled. These last few weeks have been a treat( treat means bad and good). There's alot going on but thinkin back on it all, I keep repeatin "easy like sunday mornin'" after every task I go... Easyyyy like sunday mornin. Its not as bad as I thought.

Love it all.
I really do.

(OLD POST THAT WOULD notttttt POST)
hahahahha...So Elder TRS and I got to talk on the phone while he was in limbo( at slc airport) and we talked about THIS scene from THIS movie..
He's alllllll twentyyy years old now. (as of oct 23)
We stay young.... we WILL stay young.
but anyway THIS scene from THIS movie will not stop pllayinn' in my head 
";)=snog"(july28 2011)

Can we talk about pinterest....(and okaaaay I snuck another pic of me and Elder ts in there)

Okay so Ive been devoted to this goldmine for a lotta lottaa days. But I didnt make a board but now Emm and Anna have insisted I make a board since Ive saved 10,000+ photos onto my actual computer and not even my laptop....the pauling girls DESKTOP. They've had it. So im a member. But here are some of my favorites not even on my board.

She knows.

"Today I am helping you understand guy-talk. A few things to remember- if he wants to contact you, he will. There are 4 million ways to be in your life. He can tumble you, tweet you, facebook you, friend you, bebo you, drive his bike past your house or actually call you. If he isn't doing this. He doesn't like you.

And honestly, if he doesn't like you, then YOU shouldn't like him. If he cannot see what a total babeface amazing girl you are then is he even cool? No. I always like to say that the guys I date were only cool because I liked them."-keltie colleen-

"I'm completely cool with anything you wanna say or not say......I don't need it"

Leave My heart Better than when you found it.

I wanna leave people's hearts better than I find them.

fireworks. Honest...fireworks are going wild right now.
Elder TS is heading to Brazil today, my adventurer is on the move.

He gets to make a few calls at the airport and fortunately it's permitted that he give me a quick call. I'm going insane from excitement. My phone is on the highest volume and every time it goes off I get a mini heart attack. THEN...(yes it gets better) ...then his momma shared a special(March 17) message with me {im choosing to keep it private} but it meant the world to me.

You can get hiigggh on the first kiss..

"But I guess this just serves as a lesson. Never let go of something that means the world to you. I don't care how scared you are. I don't care how lazy you are. I don't care about your pride. Fight for the things that you love."-unknown Be the biggest person you can for everyone around you {and yourself}, it pays off. I say it alot and I'll keep saying it , "Making the right choices works"
♥ B

This

My momma (prettykim) had a birthday! She's a superstar badass.
Bug and Boy's card to her was supreme humor.

Anna gets her bridal pictures done this saturday && she has her first bridal shower. My excitement is outta control. We gotta experiment with the sock bun again.

Elder TS news: he's headed to brazil anyday. I've sent like forty letters this week. He mailed me photos and he's lookin sharp guys ;) Jenny wrote him my momma wrote him and I even got to see a video of him SOGREAT. ♥

Emm and I are figuring things out, embracing all the new exciting changes and unpacking italy loot from our parents and lovinnn rewatching fridaynightlights seasons.

BestBestBest

Roadtripped to Logan Utah for some soccer? No, for some Tayyy. I wouldn't watch a game for anybody else. My best friend from ABQ New Mexico plays for Louisiana Tech and so Anna and I ventured up north for the game, then Emm joined us later for dinner. Love the Dennis Family, they are so special. Tay punched me and gave me the sweetest hugs, love that booger. Anna and Emm are the greatest for being so supportive and loving my friends as much as I love them. My family is so big. I laughed a million.

B

Fall ÜÜÜÜ

It's Friday, which means no school for me. This week was ridiculously long,it nearly killed me (probably because I get to see TAYYY this weekend)

Yesterday it snowed and froze and freezed, really it was around 34 degrees. Iccccccccy. Got my wellies out, those hunters gotta get me through this frigid weather thats coming.

I went to the Pauling cabin last weekend for conference and it was blissful. Heber is magic. I went with the Pastranas, Maddi , and Ty. I love the memories from that cabin and I love playin around on the four wheelers and all the movies I've watched in there. I loved when us kids(cousins & family) were little and we used to set up tents in the yard and sleep outside. I love every time my uncles or my dad would pretend throw me off the edge of the railing. I love when boyffff came to the cabin during THE summer, I will never forget that, playing phase ten with my grandma eating DYING of laughter twizzlers TS grilling burgers and dropping one, the cable fiasco and my grandpas hissy fit over it, the surprise visit from the twins Case and Chaz..AWWWKKKWARRRD, taylor tellin' my grandpa that he knows how to drive a four wheeler then us getting STRANDED and asking a construction worker how to turn it back on... the best.

Well that weekend my uncle set up the projector and we watched Transformers: Dark of the Moon and the original Footloose I was so glad we watched footloose cause the new one is coming out soon! Provo canyon was seriously a delight, all the colors are changing. Conference weekend wins everytime.

Now it's just busy busy around here. I just wrote to TS, he's leaving the Provo MTC so soon! This weekend is going to be lowkey, I'm going to really dive into my TO-DO list. Cannot wait to see mytayyy, that means I've gotta watch alittle soccer but I can deal. ÜÜÜÜ

B

Take your time with me.

Make Happy

I wrote to Elder Short today to keep workin' hard and to MAKE HAPPY.
Make happy is my new thing, my little project;)
MY goals and plans.. are to MAKE HAPPY all over, and then my second goal is to make everybody's dreams come true.

Right now Im stayin busy UVU is bein BOSSSSSSY. In the middle of wedding plans and tons of changes.

Yuuuuup I'm allowed to post eightybillion hundred pictures of me and Elder Short cause this is my blog and I'm the boss.



-b